Posted in Personal Event on November 26, 2012|
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My worst fear took place on a quiet Saturday night. November 24, 2012 marks the day where Edward rolled off the bed and hit the floor. How? I don’t exactly know… WHY? Because I fell asleep. Having said that I feel like I’m the worst mom in the world. I spend little time with him already and in that time, he still fell.
Rewind a little bit, I was surfing when I heard Edward cried. I went to him, carried him, tried to feed him and in the end we watched TV. Since he doesn’t like to sleep yet . I got “the ugly duckling” and read to him. We were both on our tummy. Next thing I knew, I heard Edward crying. He’s on the floor . How long was I out? I don’t know as well. But my world seemed to crashed when I saw him and my heart ached when he cried.
Guilt filled me but mostly I was worried if he was okay. I can’t calm him. Good thing his papa was there and was not in a panic mode like me. Edward calmed down after Kalvin carried him and whenever I go near him, he kicks me away. I get it… He was angry.
Next day, Edward is under observation. I was constantly checking if he has fever. Whenever he spits out milk, I panic. But it could also be a sign of overeating. He seemed jolly though. He’s still under observation. But I swear I’ll take care of him better… Edward, I’m sorry! I hope the crib fairy take good care of you.
The redness in his forehead didn’t turn into a bruise. Thank goodness!
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